Hope in the Struggle
I was all set to write an article about how there’s no such thing as a “good Christian.” It was going to be all about how oxymoronic that phrase is – none of us are good, that’s why we need Christ in the first place.
Except I didn’t actually write the article. I just thought about it a whole lot. I never made the time to sit down and hammer it out. So you know what happened? Someone else beat me to the punch.
A friend who knew nothing of my latest blog idea shared an article, The Myth of the ‘Good Christian Girl’ on Facebook. And aside from the fact that my article wouldn’t have been gender specific, this article said a lot of what I was thinking, and it said it much better than I imagine I would’ve said it.
Good writing, for me, always has to have a fresh phrase that sticks with me days later for it to be worthy of the adjective “good”.
This piece had this little nugget in it: the “real you/me/us” is a “struggling saved sinner.”
I love the phrase because each word depicts a part of me in a unique way.
I struggle. I struggle to discern right from wrong. I struggle to get this rock of a heart to choose right on a consistent basis. I struggle to flee temptation and pursue righteousness. I struggle to make sense of pain and evil. I struggle to understand what I struggle with.
But just because I struggle doesn’t mean the offer of salvation and relationship with God is revoked.
I am saved. I have asked the Lord for grace through Jesus, and He gives me more than I can stand. I am saved from eternal damnation, but I am saved for so much more than “just” Heaven. I am saved for living, breathing relationship with the God of creation. I am saved for interaction with God this side of Heaven. I am saved for the pleasure of the One who says to me, “Since you are precious and honored in my sight, and because I love you, I will give men in exchange for you, and people in exchange for your life,” (Isaiah 43:4). (For us AD folks, substitute Jesus for “men” and “people”.)
Just because I am saved, however, doesn’t mean I don’t struggle. I wish it wasn’t so, but it is so. Why?
Because of that last word – sinner. I am a sinner. It’s what I do. I was born sinning, and I’ll die sinning. There’s not an hour that goes by where I don’t choose selfishness over service (Matthew 20:26-28), or laziness over the good I ought to do (James 4:17), or think curse words instead of blessings (James 3:10).
Just because I am saved doesn’t mean I don’t sin. But just because I sin doesn’t mean I am not saved. The author of Hebrews tells us, “[Jesus] is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them,” (Hebrews 7:25). Completely!
I am a constantly struggling, completely saved, carnal sinner. And I hope you are too. Because the only other option is a constantly struggling, completely lost, carnal sinner.
I was that once. Do you want to know the difference, besides all that Heaven/Hell business? Hope.
Being saved allows me to have hope for the now as well as the future (Romans 15:13, Titus 3:4-7).
Being lost left me devoid of any reason to believe this life mattered at all or that it could get any better, and there was no “next life” to bank on (Ephesians 2:12).
I hope it’s clear I’m not promising roses and sunshine to you if you choose Christ today. The world will still be broken and so will you, making for some pretty rough days. But with Jesus, there is hope in the struggle.